Heyy, it's the post O's now. And it's almost ending. 2009 shooted past real quick.
It's twenty ten now. 2009 had not been a good year. it was a year filled with
misery, hate, anger, broken hearts ...
but if u find the silver lining, which there always will be .. i'd say there was a
little tint of happiness hidden within all of the emotions.
but anyway, it had been a meaningful year. i learnt alot. Realised that many things
in life u need to fight for. opportunities are to be made good use of, chances are to be treasured. Friends to be cherished. Family to be loved.
Many things happened in 2009. Whether they are sad or happy, i've already put them all aside. The yuxian that lived in 2009 has died. Now, it's the one in 2010 that's
going to live, and start anew.
There are times when u feel lonely, when it seems like all your friends disappeared.
The people u love being cold towards u. It's like u don't even know anybody anymore.
Everybody gets this feeling once in a while in periods of their lives.
I've been feeling like this alot lately. it's like i'm all alone in this world.
haha .. i don't know what's happening right now. Feel so lost. i'm not me anymore.
Maybe it's just the environment now or something else, but this is like a dark period of my life right now. And it's the start of 2010.
i know it's sudden. but i don't feel like typing on anymore. tkcares everybody.
(: